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I have officially offered my letter of resignation. I have requested removal of moderation duties and beta team testing along with account deletion.

I am struggling through a very difficult time in my life battling manic depression and anxiety disorder that 6 months of treatment and medication aren't curing. This has nothing to do with MatrixGames or anyone associated within it. I'm severing ties to all gaming agencies and beta groups I have been associated with. I can't even find the heart and will to get out of bed anymore never the less enjoy video games. I have struggled over this decision for quite some time before making it final.

I wish all of you the best of luck in all of your ventures. May God be with you all.

Gmenfan....dude! I dont know what to say...

you are a family member and we do not want to see you go!

Take a rest..hell go on a vacation! WE NEED YOU!:(

I and my family wish you all the best..please come back when you are ready..I promise to spell your name correct!

If there is ANYTHING we can do...just ask!

We love ya buddy!:(

I concur with M4, take some time off. Your one of those SPWAW gods that should be celebrated, and toasted at fancey dinners. All the time and effort that you and your fellow moderators and testers have put in can never be repaid but IMHO is greatly appreciated by all. I know it is by me.

Ditto M4s comments!

Hi Guys

Need I say I am shocked as well. I ask that you do not put any presure on Mike and I will talk with him and maybe just give him a break.

Mike please send me an email, and lets have a quick talk. Let me say that we are all extended family here and losing any of us is a loss to all.

Let me say that we need you and you been a good and faithful leader to this group.

David

Originally posted by David Heath
Hi Guys

Need I say I am shocked as well. I ask that you do not put any presure on Mike and I will talk with him and maybe just give him a break.

Mike please send me an email, and lets have a quick talk. Let me say that we are all extended family here and losing any of us is a loss to all.

Let me say that we need you and you been a good and faithful leader to this group.

David

Do what this man say's Gmenfan, my wife is a borderline manic depression, pill's do not allways work, take some time off, stepback from the games for awhile if you haft too, just don't quit cold turkey. If you need too email me to talk, my Door is always open!
In other words take a sabitcal[?] BUT just come back to the Family will you!!

Get better Gmanfan. We wish you the best.

Whenever a member of a team hurts, the entire team hurts.

Gman.....get well and come back, we'll keep a light in the window.

Gmenfan!

Take Jess' advice and I hope that you will find your way back to this family. You will be sorely missed.

Here's wishing you the best!

Farewell for now, gmenfan. For what it's worth: I know a little how you feel and you have my best wishes.

Get well soon!

Originally posted by David Heath
Hi Guys

Need I say I am shocked as well. I ask that you do not put any presure on Mike and I will talk with him and maybe just give him a break.

Mike please send me an email, and lets have a quick talk. Let me say that we are all extended family here and losing any of us is a loss to all.

Let me say that we need you and you been a good and faithful leader to this group.

David

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three candle salute! <SIR>:(

Hey Mike!

I can't say I'm totally surprised. You've been working beyond belief here on the site and involved in so many other things.

Take from a guy who has lived a little longer, been through exactly what you've been through, coupled with a very painful divorce, some areas of failing health and some other complications, you can make it.

I'll be dropping you a note. Not to disturb you but to let you know I'm here for you.

My heart is with you my friend.

Wild Bill

Mike,

There comes a time when you must do whatever necessary to take care of yourself and your interests.

You will indeed be sorely missed by the community and I wish you all the best.

Thanks for all you did for us here...and when you're ready maybe drop us an email to let us know how you are doing. As part of the Virtual BoB...you never leave completely...you are just taking on a different assignment. Take care my friend.

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Mike! Anything, anytime. You have my email.

We will miss you and pray for you!

eric

Mike,
I sent a PM. If you have a question, or just need an ear, don't hesitate. I hope you're back to 100% real soon.

Take care of yourself first.

Know that all of us really care about you and all you've done for us is greatly appreciated.

Mike , best wishes...and health to you...thank you for all you have done...you have many friends here....keep in touch, just to say hi if nothing else...ok?
Take care...
Huffy

One day at a time........one breath every second........
One friend that will be sorely missed........

Concentrate on all the goods that life has to offer and beleive in it........
This is not a "Good Bye"
It's a "See ya later"..

Do what's best for you, of course. With the rest of life often a royal pain wargaming is where I come for fun, relaxation, and stimulation. But I get to be compulsive about things and next thing you know my "hobby" is all task driven and tme pressured...Take a break! No one deserves it more. Just remember your always a Matrix man and a RAIDER is a Raider forever!

you will be missed!