The earlier entries are:
(1) "And We Shall Stand"
(2) "Dortmund"
(3) “Foretaste of Disaster”
With the battle for Neufchateau winding down, it did not take long for headquarters to give me new orders. I had to travel north again, this time to Liege, Belgium. There, I was to meet with the 5th/4 Panzer Brigade under the command of General Sachs.
I had until morning, and we managed to clear the enemy out of Neufchateau a little early. This meant that I had an opportunity to try to find somebody to carry another batch of intelligence to the allied lines. I had no idea if my efforts were doing any good. I certainly would not be able to go around killing officers everywhere I went – somebody will get suspicious. Yet, if anybody found these documents, and interrogated the person who had them for a description of the person who provided them, that would not do me any good either.
I knew that most of my countrymen would call me traitor for what I did. They would be angry with me if they found out. However, for a country under the grip of somebody like Hitler – who wanted the whole world under that same grip, I simply felt that I had to decide between betraying my country by fighting against Hitler, or fighting for Hitler and betraying the whole of humanity.
Yet, there are risks in war. I look around at the bodies that get piled up around me and I know that others are taking risks as well. Certainly, it is no argument against taking action in war time that one might get hurt. Again, I looked for a young and confident woman whose husband, as far as I could determine, was a soldier. Such a woman would be patriotic and determined to do as much for her country as her husband did. I gave her my stack of notes to smuggle to the allies, then I moved on.
It was a 200km trip up to Liege from Neufchateau on the normal route. In order to make a safer trip, we took a route further east, through areas that were more secure. We still faced constant roadblocks and calls to provide our papers, which delayed us even further. Consequently, a trip that should have taken us less than three hours ended up taking almost six.
I was able to get some sleep as I lay in the sidecar of the motorcycle. When I was not sleeping, I worked on my report, in which I praised Lieutenant Colonel Balck highly. He was dead; I did not need to disguise how good he was. The Germans would not be able to use the information. I also gave praise for Lieutenant Colonel Kramer; his slow and costly efforts to take Neufchateau made him just the type of German leader that the Allies sorely needed.
In the morning, I let my driver and bodyguard sleep, while I joined the army moving west.
The 5th/4 Panzer Brigade had reached Hannut. It had been somewhat chewed up in earlier fighting and average wear and tear. 6 Company II/36 Panzer Battalion, for example, entered the battle missing two of its eight Panzer IVD tanks. However, the brigade was substantially intact, at least for now, and ready to fight.
General Sachs’ plan was to first use the 35/5th Panzer Regiment (located on the north side of Hannut) to cut the road from Thisnes to Crehan. The 36th/5 Panzer Regiment would cut the road southwest of Crehan. Then, the 12th/4 Motorized Rifle Regiment would move in and take the town. From there, the armor would continue on to take the high ground southwest of town.
I decided to travel with the 35/5th Panzer Regiment. Its leader, I was to discover, was a Colonel Kramer. I never got a chance to ask if he was related to the Lieutenant Colonel that had fought at Neufchateau.




