I tried, I really did. But I can't do it anymore, I'm sorry. I wish all of you the best in your endevors and believe me it's not personal, it's mental. I'm sorry but I can't go on, and I'm not fooling myself anymore. This time it's permenant. GOODBYE:(
Mike...no one here wants anything more than for you to take care of yourself first and foremost!
Don't worry about us...we'll be here when you feel you are back up to par and ready to rejoin the troop. Don't rush the R & R...don't under-estimate what it will take to make yourself feel better.
Do what you must...and take all the time you must. We all understand. Good Luck my friend...best wishes for a full recovery!
Conflict of Heroes "Most games are like checkers or chess and some have dice and cards involved too. This game plays like checkers but you think like chess and the dice and cards can change everything in real time."
From reading your posts previously, I feel your torture. I have a family member in a similar position,(atleast if I am understanding your condition). Their treatment started with following through on a daily basis on only the absolute minimum of responsibily (IE: work to support yourself and taking care of Immediate family). All other activity and responsiblity is put aside,even items and activities that seem like fun and relaxation, (trust me freinds and family will understand), then just start by enjoying the sunrise each day, then work through everyday till you enjoy the sunset. Work with someone to identify and control what is the cause(chemical, emotional or whatever) then slowly work back to enjoying everyday as much as possible. This approach while not groundbreaking has worked very well for my Sister. You and your family are in my thoughts and I pray you feel better very soon.
We aim to please, unless there is a clear headshot.
Mike, you have friends here who will do whatever it takes to help you, should you choose to let them. I'm one of them. You have my address and my phone numbers. Call me if you need to talk with someone who has been where you are, You can leave the forums, you can, and should, do whatever it takes to regain your health. That is the one thing you need to concentrate on now. Your health and well-being. If you want to come back, at a later date, know that you will always be welcomed here. We are not your family, but we are your "brothers"...and we care.
Mike,...take the time....we will be here for you...come back if you feel like it,
As it was mentioned before,...it is funny how this forum ,..on the internet,...with mostly not seeing each other,... "IS" a band of Brothers...
Well,...I'm here to tell ya,...your brothers will be here if you wanna stop in and say "hi"...
Take care...
Huffy
What have i missed?As i understand,something has happened to Mike?Whats the prob man?You know you can count on us,on ME (though i cant do much i guess).Are you seriously ill?If yes then dont let it scare yourself:there are no untreatable illnesses when you have faith in yourself.
I wish you best whatever you do or whatever you will be going through....
War has always been and always WILL be.It`s in human`s nature....
I'm sorry to see you go, Mike! To say that you have made the Matrix forums a better place, and the SP:WaW experience a better one, would be a gross understatement. However, I understand that each of us has our limits, and I wish you all the best in the future. You are, and always will be, a true SP:WaW Hero in my book!
Btw, if there is ever any way that I can be of assistance to you, even if it's just to lend an ear, feel free to drop me an email! You have always been a good friend here in the forums, and I would be more than happy to be there for you in 'real world'. My heart, my prayers, and my best wishes go out to you and your's.